Tuesday, September 26, 2006


Just got back from the ACFW (American Christian Fiction Writers) conference in Dallas, Texas. God did SO many neat things there. I met some wonderful people (waving to Kjersten! and the gals from South Africa and Bermuda!!!) What a blessing we now have an international group!!!

STEALTH SURRENDER WON FIRST PLACE in the Mystery/Suspense/Thriller category of the Genesis contest!!! That's book two of the book sitting on an editor's desk as we speak. I met with the other editor that I subbed the revisions of that story to and she's really hoping the Senior editor will like it. ME TOO! But I'm not obsessing over it, nor will I be devastated if they decide to pass on it. If I learned one thing this week...I learned that GOD IS IN CONTROL. And well, I WANT God in control. More than I want to be published, I want His will and His timing. I want to "get it right." I want no regrets in my life...whether that be with the time I spend with my children or my writing. I want to write the words He puts on my heart and tell the stories He gives me to tell. I know He will get them to the readers they belong to.

The editor plugged my book in a workshop for me which will be good if it sells!!!! How very cool that was. Embarrassed me to death but in a good way. I'm thankful for her belief in me and I think she will be as sorry as me if it doesn't go through. But I trust in God's goodness and timing, and I also trust the editors' judgement. I don't want the embarrassment of a book on the shelves before it's ready any more than they do. So I'm resting in Him and trusting that WHATEVER happens with it is His perfect will.

It was great to see old friends again, and I tell you, it was hard to have to need help at the conference. My good friend Pammer pushed me all over the hotel. I am so thankful for her because it is extremely hard for me to ask for help. I HATE it. I hate having to depend on other people. I have NO problem depending totally and utterly on God, but for some reason I have issues God needs to work out there with self-sufficiency. I hate pride. I really do and I don't want it. Maybe it's more independance than pride, who knows but man was God trying to strip that away from me. It was HARD. I hated feeling indebted to people and dependant on people. Why am I so darn stubborn? My stomach clenched and I was screaming inside about how much I hate this immobility and inability to get myself places. I'm pitiful. And you'd think after FIVE times of God knocking me on my you-know-what for an extended period of time I'd LEARN. Some times I just wanted to go to my room and eat fifteen pieces of Slim Jim Jerky and sqwall my eyes out over not being able to move myself around.

I'm harvesting those feelings for a future book with a disabled character or something. LOL! Can't let book fodder go to waste. Or in the case of the Jerky overdose...waist. LOL!

But apparently I'm a slow learner.

I'm so, so, so glad for Pammer sticking to me like glue and that those uncomfortable moments where she had another committment were few and far between. I owe her big time. The time I spent with her was precious. Oh man...I'm thinking of something that needs to go in a Blush and Cringe. I should ask her permission first though. But it's too funny not so share. It has to do with the pretty "necklaces" we saw in the book store. LOLOL! We thought they were necklaces anyway and stood there for ten minutes wondering how to get them on our necks. We looked and looked and looked for the clasp or hook and asked many people who walked by how to open them and get them on. Well, they weren't necklaces. They were rosaries. Sigh. Me and Pammer decided we're twins separated at birth.

And she paid me the nicest tribute after pushing me around!

It was great to see Syn too. She has such a heart of compassion and of intercession and God really drew us together.

Camy Tang and Robin Miller looked absolutely gorgeous giving out awards at the BOTY and Genesis. I hope to have pics up as soon as I find my cable.....

There just isn't enough room here to tell everything He did. But just tell Him thank you for everything for me next time you settle into time with Him...Okay?

Signing off til next time,



MommyCheryl said...

Congratulations! I'm hoping to see that title on a shelf soon.

Camy Tang said...

wish I could have spent more time with you and Pammer, Squirly!

Cathy West said...

Maybe next year, you'll be the one helping somebody else out! Keep us posted on the book! I hope you make a sale soon!!

Hope & Mom said...

Sounds as though you had a wonderful time, despite being dependent. Mom had the same problem when she had to have a wheelchair following surgery, and then again with a broken leg. She says "it's really hard on independent people, but you're right: God uses that to help us get a perspective from the wheelchair point of view. You'll be able to help somebody else later, and we're praying for your healing!" Mom also says that you're a delight! I think everyone who knows you agrees with that! We can't wait to read the book and hope it will be published by this House if that is the place God has for it, and sells a gazillion copies! God bless the editor who is pulling for you! I've probably gotten way too much to post here, but I'm going to give it my best shot.
the always verbose Hope

Robin Caroll said...

CONGRATS on the win, girl! You SO rock! And it was so wonderful to see you and hug you in "real" time! You are such a blessing!

Heather Diane Tipton said...

Ditto Camy and Robin!!!

Pammer said...

Awwww, you don't owe me after all you did for me this year...all through the year. You are the blessing, my friend.

The "necklaces" teehee. Thankfully you didn't tell about the almost fire, how durable marble floors are and how hard it is to go FORWARD into the elevator with a wheelchair, lol. Definately twins.

Love you!

Enjoyed the prayer times with you Syn, Brandilyn and Kjerten and others I'm sure I'm forgetting to mention.
I want a copy of that picture!